The world through my eyes

This is my first entry!

What should I write?
My name is Toni. I live in a small town in Wellington. I love outdoors. I had a different upbringing.

The world and I don’t neccessarily agree at all times. You see I am mentally unstable. I have anxiety disorder and severe depression. I guess I can’t control everything. But I shall live, I shall triumph!

I try my best to do well, to look like I understand and that I am enjoying things. To be honest I don’t. I am real.

My tablets try reverse that… oh joy. I am taking them for my boyfriend. He is my best friend as well. He supports me beyond belief. I know I am not easy to deal with. I guess we could class as soul mates. This isn’t infatuation. This is the real deal of love. He helps.

I wish that everyone could find someone as young as I have. I know I am seventeen. I know that people won’t take me seriously. But I know this deep down.

On that note I can’t understand the issue with serious teenage relationships. It wasn’t that long ago that people were getting married at my age. I read today in the newspaper about High School sweethearts who married at age seventeen and eighteen celebrating their 50th wedding anniversairy. I believe that is wonderful and brilliant.

I would not want to be married at the age I am right now. As I don’t think the stress during my valuable education years would be smart. Also finacies don’t allow. But I am certain that one day I will marry him.

I am not pressured into sexual activities, or forgetting school.

I wish the world understood my point of view.

Does anyone else have anything to say?

I’m out!

1.    Anonymous 12.13.12 @ 8:47 am      
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   •    Toni 12.13.12 @ 8:56 am      
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     I am slightly confused